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whirlybirbs · 5 years ago

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CYAR’IKA – iii

summary: the issue of conflict. rating: t for some emotions, m next ;) pairing: the mandalorian x reader a/n: read part one, and part two. part four will be smut.

the razor crest is no large ship.

it’s small enough to breed an immense amount of discomfort between the two souls avoiding one another like asteroids whizzing by far off moons. in fact, the size of the ship nurtures it -- it nurses this horrible, wretched little feeling and waters it and watches it grow to a size bigger than it can hold.

you try your best to beat back the heart-ache; you try and trim the vines that are strangling you slowly, but dyn...

kriff, you could kill him.

it’s been nearly a whole week, tracking bounties and anchored in the cool hum of space, since the incident.

and, maybe at best, a shared ten words between the two of you.

you hadn’t meant it -- when you’d said “i wish i could see you” -- the way he’d taken it. to him, it had been a blow of guilt; a reminder of these irrational thoughts of inadequacy he holds. to you, it’d been a merely expression of hope for the future. someday, maybe, you’ll be able to pull your eyes open and marvel at the man before you. now, simply put, isn’t the time.

and every single time you open your damn mouth to try and explain that, dyn jarren just... walks away. slips past you, moves into another part of the ship, and dodges your orbit.

it’s the third time today that you try and corner him. this time, as he’s hauling open his armory and grabbing a blaster pistol to strap to his hip.

“dyn --”

“i’ll be back soon.”

he explains curtly that he’s going out on a bounty. tracked the poor soul to a cantina on the west side of tatooine. easy prey. quick catch.

“i’ll come,” you supply readily, tone a bit bitter.

dyn spares you one look; his dark visor provides little to no emotion.

“no.”

you really could kill him.

“you can’t keep walking away --”

the bay-door to the razor crest hisses shut on your words and so you’re stuck, alone, in the ship for the time being. promptly, you throttle your boot through the paneling by the door. the dent is hardly enough to explain your frustrations.

dyn is trying to be an utreekov. he isn’t. he just... every time he tries to talk about this whole thing, a lump worms it’s way up his throat and leaves him choking on his words. talking isn’t his thing. it’s never been.

you are his thing. his everything, if he’s being honest with himself.

sun, moon, stars. everything.

he can hear you kick the inside of the ship as he stalks away from the space depot.

you’re mad at him. he knows that -- he knows you’ve been trying to sort this out, and he is, too. just... differently. inwardly. and... it’s not as easy as just... talking. i mean, what if he lets you see his face? then, he has no one -- he’s not a mandalorian. and... what if he’s not your everything? what if cycles down the road, you realize he’s nothing but an insufferable, cranky bastard?

(you already know that. that’s why you love him.)

... -- oh.

you do, don’t you?

you love him.

you love dyn jarren.

love.

hm.

you sit in his chair in the cabin, knee jumping up and down and up and down, and you stare at the ceiling for so long, you’ve counted every bolt (all 147 of the poly-magnate 55mm screws -- there’s three missing on the right back panel) six times over. this realization has been a long time coming. cycles worth of time spent by his side. and all this...

the sun is setting when he finally arrives back at the ship, sporting a new char mark on his beskar cuirass and a squirming bounty -- a young twi’lek with green skin who’s more terrified than anything. a sandstorm has started to kick up, sending buffs of sand along the outside of the ship and leaving a cloud of dust in dyn’s wake.

the twi’lek coughs and waves his hands. his wrists are cuffed.

“c’mon, up,” dyn grits, shoving the bounty inside the ship as he punches the doors shut.

“ -- dyn.”

the mandalorian blinks. you’re there, scaling down the ladder into the gut of the ship to greet him; your face is set in an emotion he hasn’t seen before.

... fear?

or... confusion?

you’re out of it. distant. you pay no mind to to the bounty in dyn’s grip when you speak. in fact, you don’t look at the twi’lek once.

“i need to tell you something.”

anger. yep. that’s one emotion he can pin down, at least.

dyn moves through the ship anyways, ignoring the churning of emotions in his gut, and shoves the bounty down along the bench across from the weapon’s stall. “sit.”

“dyn.”

“-- right now?”

the twi’lek blinks up between the two of you.

you approach him quickly, jaw set, as dyn unloads the blaster from his hip and hangs it up in the locker. he slings his rifle over his shoulder, unclipping the strap, and does the same.

“yes,” you grit, “can you listen to me?”

“can this wait,” dyn barks, facing you and tilting his helmet, “until i’ve sorted out our guest?”

... oh, the guest who’s making a move for the DH-447 mounted to the left of him?

your own matte black DL-44 whines alive, pulled from your thigh holster in a blink -- and again, you don’t even bother to spare the twi’lek a second glance. the bounty freezes, squeaking, and raises his hands.

dyn whirls around.

“can you,” you snap suddenly, glare pinning the bounty in place as he suddenly realizes he’s the subject of your apparent molten anger, “please, move away from the blaster? because, right now? i’m trying to tell the man i love that i love him and you’re making it a little difficult --”

“o-of course --”

“what --”

you raise a finger, jaw set tight. dyn’s mouth snaps shut.

his -- he... did you -- you...

he must have misheard.

“when you’re done,” you bite at dyn, gesturing to the bounty, “you’re going to come up deck, and then, we are going to have a conversation. do you understand?”

dyn’s heart is hammering.

yes ma’am.

he clears his throat. he nods. and you slide an icy glare to both the men in the cabin.

he’s never put a bounty on ice faster.

kriff -- he’s sweating when he gets to the cabin and you’re there, knee still bouncing and arms crossed and counting. your eyes are moving along the ceiling and you don’t even acknowledge him when he freezes in the doorway.

there’s a moment of silence.

then, you exhale.

"are you done?”

he makes a strained sound.

you sit up quick, eyes narrowed as you stand and approach him. he feels a bit like he’s being stalked, about to be gutted and strung up for you to feed -- the way you move through the cabin reminds him of a nexu on a hunt.

terrifying.

“ -- because i --” you raise a finger, “have been trying to talk to you for --”

“a week.”

“a week, dyn!”

“i know.”

“do you?” you hiss, a moment of irritation bubbling over and blinding you, “because -- because i -- i feel like an idiot. an idiot, dyn!”

his helmet drops. his hands move to his hips. silence runs like a river between you both.

you exhale. you take a step back, and you try to cool down.

“... can you look at me, please?”

beneath his visor, his eyes shut for a second. he sighs, nodding weakly. he -- he should be looking at you. he can’t avoid this. it’s not... it’s not fair. not to you.

“i’m sorry,” he says quietly, words shaking a bit, “for not being... good at this. at talking or...”

he waves his hands.

“-- all of it,” dyn gives a ragged sigh, “and for being afraid of change. and -- and for being so... unsure --”

when he looks at you, your face is soft. you can see the anxiety bubbling into the bouncing of the finger drumming on his waist. it’s a micro-movement. but you know him. you know he’s trying. he’s trying to breathe and stay calm and not walk away.

“i love you.”

... or maybe he hadn’t misheard you earlier.

the drumming stops.

he nearly rips his helmet off, then -- throttles it across the razor crest and never looks back.

the words are sweet like honey coming from your lips. the words sound like home; whole and full of the warmest emotion in the galaxy. and you smile, then, so small and timid -- and his heart sings.

he doesn’t know what to do.

but, you’re quicker than him.

you dig out a single strip of cloth from your pocket -- inky black and opaque.

“i’m going to tie this around my eyes,” you speak matter-of-factly, raising it and draping it across your eyes, “and you’re gonna take your helmet off and i’m gonna kiss you. because i don’t need to see you. because i love you. and -- and that helmet is your life. and i understand that.”

you’ve barely got a single knot tied when his hands meet your waist and he crushes his lips against your own.

it steals your breathe away.

and, when dyn jarren is done peppering your face with kisses, he speaks slowly.

“ni kar'tayl gar darasuum, cyar'ika.”

he loves you. and you love him. and you don’t have to see him to know he’s happy.

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whirlybirbs · 5 years ago

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CYAR’IKA -- ii

summary: the issue of desire. rating: i needed to add onto part one. pairing: the mandalorian x reader a/n: part two of three -- slow build to smut.

he feels a little bit like a broken down starship, mingling amongst the golden nova clusters within your orbit -- he spins ‘round and ‘round, mercilessly tied to you and you’re there, a glimmering star that lights up the darker parts of himself.

he learns, quickly, what makes you tick -- like when he thumbs your waist in just the right spot, you shatter into a bought of laughter. like when he kisses your neck just below your jaw and a wave of goosebumps rise to meet him. like when he says your name, soft and sweet, and you smile up at him with eyes still screwed shut so tightly.

explorations become expeditions.

he trusts you -- and when you’re sprawled beneath him on the sheets, hair curling around you like a halo, he thinks how easy it could be for you to open your eyes.

you’d see his face, then, and the nature of all this would change.

dyn’s posed over you, propped up on an elbow with one hand in your hair. his fingers card through the tufts there, happily coaxing a blissful hum out of you. on the small bed, fit for one, you hike your legs over his and stretch. the movement is cat-like -- and it makes dyn laugh. a little chuckle. warm and gruff.

(you wonder if he’s got a dimple in his chin, or if he’s got a scar here or there. when he laughs, does he smile? are there dimples there, one dawning each cheek?)

“... you’re beautiful.”

it’s said reverently; it’s a full measure of devotion being cradled in his hands, outstretched and presented to you -- his affection is like a hearty meal. you feel full.

your face screws up into something bashful. he laughs a little, marveling down at the expression as you speak. “stop it.”

“i’m being honest,” he mumbles, the sudden feeling of his lips on your cheek startling a smile out of you, “you are.”

expeditions, too, sometimes turn into something more -- something more heated and tempting; sometimes those little touches boil over into a pyroclastic tip of adoration.

his fingers, warm and calloused, have snuck under your tunic and are drumming along your ribs as you squirm beneath him, mouth parted as he worms a gasp from your chest -- dyn’s mouth is pressed to the column of your throat, lips happily marking your pulse.

his thumb brushes the curve of your breast and you keen; your legs kick beneath him and he smothers a small laugh into your shoulder as he pushes himself upwards and works his own tunic off.

“why -- heh,” you breathe, lip turning upwards as you feel the heat of his body move away, only for a moment, “why are you laughing, di’kut?”

“can’t help it,” he mutters, coming back down -- your fingers are greeted with the hotness of his skin. with his hands, he nudges your legs apart and settles his weight there, letting you drape your legs along his hips as he braces one arm on the pillows. his nose brushes yours, “quit squirming.”

“i can’t help it --”

“ticklish?”

“that’s a word for it,” you shirk, fingertips dipping along the planes of his ribs and abdomen. you wiggle your hips a bit, happy when you’re placated with a kiss to the cheek and a warm, thunderous chuckle.

it’s not a slow descent into the heat of lust -- but, then again, most things with dyn jarren aren’t.

in a matter of minutes, you’re whining -- desperately -- against his mouth as his hands slip below your waistband and dart across your core. the touch burns hot like a fire, stirring your heart in a kicked frenzy. dyn’s own arousal is pressed right up against the inside of your thigh, straining against the loose, tan trousers hanging off his hips.

“this okay?” he whispers, lips ghosting to your ear as your nails dig into his shoulder as you try and ground yourself in the sudden overwhelmingness of the moment.

the words are said with care.

“more than okay,” you shudder, gasping at a particularly nice brush of his index and middle finger. your eyes screw shut a little tighter at the tough, “g-great.”

the words fall out of his lips before he can catch them. “i wish you could see yourself.”

he knows it was a mistake the moment you react.

you make a sound -- one tied between pleasure and frustration -- and grit out a curt cry of his name. “dyn.”

“hm...?”

"... i wish i could see you.”

it’s a bit like a punch to the chest, the way you say it.

shame and guilt drive the hit. his heartstrings snap in response.

he, instinctually, reels backwards -- his face is twisted into a pained sort of look, as if he’s bracing for your bright wide eyes to pull themselves open. but, it never comes. you keep your eyes closed, lashes kissing your cheeks, as a look of hurt claws itself up onto your face.

the silence is smothering. he sits up, pulling himself away, and you feel the bed shift. your breathe leaves your lungs in a worried huff.

“... dyn?”

you sit up.

he clears his throat.

“i’m sorry.”

he is -- for being scared, for being so devoted, for owing his livelihood and his life to his people. this custom... he’s sorry for it. he is.

immediately, you rush to placate the cavernous rift that’s driven itself between you -- you can hear the disappointment in his words; and it hurts.

“no,” you say quickly, rushing to sit up. your hands reach, finding nothing as he pulls himself farther away, “i didn’t -- i didn’t mean...”

“no,” he cuts you off quickly, words sounding a little colder than he means, “it’s fine, cyar'ika.”

the pet name stings.

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